Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Someone told be not to be too dependent on people .
and you know what i told that person ?

i told that person that i can't be independent .
im brought up this way and i dont wish to change .
i understand that its for my own good .
but i dont like standing alone .
neither do i like being left alone , at one side .

i understand that there are really those people who are independent .
i do admire them for that .
but no , i cant/won't be any one of them .

relying on others , the feeling is always better for me .

yes , i admit .
im not close to my friends .
In fact, i only have a few whom im really close to .
who will receive calls in the middle of the night .
who will listen to my rants and all .

ive lost countless of friends .
some whom im really really close to .
those ive used to rely on .

so , to the rest whom are really close to me now .
i hope you will be there for me to rely on , if anything happens .
*CHOY CHOY CHOY*

but yeah , promise that you will not leave me standing alone .
cause i know if that happens, im gonna break down .
like real bad .

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