Dilemma.

I want to give up.
I feel that I cannot stand the stress any longer :/
I am scared that they will not improve.

Yet, I hate to give up.

Over the years, I've been giving up on things halfway.
The cycle keeps repeating.

Last time, told myself not to give up.
However, it fails all the time.

This time, I hope it does not happen.

Please, tell me .
It is normal to feel unsecure for the first few months.